Nou ga Sukusuku! Furifuri Neko-chan

companies mentioned regarding this book I am looking for are Benesse, Tamahiyo, and Akachan Labo
I'm trying to write a letter (in Japanese, which I speak) myself but I had to take breaks from it on multiple occasions because of how frustrated I have been over losing the auction.
I worry that the company would think that my having a developmental disability would make me a literal infant and therefore the report of part of the toy detaching would "make it unsuitable for me" even though when one of my own rattle toys broke I knew how to mend it with super glue and tape. They might not understand that when I'm interested in something specific I don't stop thinking about it.