the cassettes i wanna talk about are cockroach waltz and boy grinder sessions. jack off jill was a rock band from flordia and they were in the obscure side for most of their run. they made at least 4 demo cassettes before making their studio album in 1997, but only 2 have been found. boy grinder sessions was apparently complete but they decided to not release it, but they did make the song 'my cat' that was on the cassette a single (which i cant also find but im positive its somewhere). cockroach waltz was only sent to people that were in the record label they were in at the time (rectum records, which has since been defunct for who knows how long). ive been trying to find the demos for about a year now but i never found anything. all of the songs on the cassettes have been remastered and put onto their 2006 compilation album humid teenage mediocity, but none of the originals resurfaced. apparently the lead singer jessicka said that she might release the demos at one point but i dont know if thats true. discogs has barely any information about the demos either.